i am so sorry...please do forgive me...

lastnite wasn't a good day for me...i really felt so sorry to everyone who were attending the birthday party justnow...sorry to make everyone feeling uncomfortable justnow because of my noob face...and because of my bad suggestion then make u all cant study vb...really feeling guilty about tat...feeling so sorry especially to my roomate and wei lee...i dun know why i will scold u both...i dun know it consider scold or not...but then for me...its really seems like scolding u both...say sorry to u both v sincerely...i dun know since when my temper become so bad...i moody because i angry myself...yuren i am so sorry to u also...i shuldnt have tis noob face during ur birthday party...hope u all will forgive me...happy birthday to yuren...wish u all the best in this new ages...21 years old...can enter casino ad...lastly...i am so sorry to everyone...good nitezzz

压力

最近我才发现什么才算是真正的压力....这种压力让我无法呼吸...像快要窒息那样...
家里永远都是我心目中最好的避风港...真的很想回家好好的休息...人就是那么的反贱...当你有很长的假期留在家时你就会觉得很闷很想出去玩...可是当你失去那漫长的假期时你就很想呆在家哪里都不去...好好的休息...我就是那泛贱的人类...有时候真的很讨厌这边的一切...很不想面对这边的一切...可是...人总需要面对事实...总不能永远逃避...
感觉自己好像在说很多自己也不明白的东西...想白痴一样的在语无伦次...还是睡觉好了...睡醒后明天又是一条好汉了...希望我所面对的问题会一一解决...晚安...zzzz

cant sleep...

tmr 8am got class but i still awake now...maybe because of i too worry bout tmr show...i am the first time to perform playing drum lo...quite nervous...although i practice so many times ad...i still feeling nervous...stress...i scare tmr will playing wrong lo...arghhhh...cant imagine...tmr will be a busy day...after class i have to do many things....haiz...but i still cant sleep now...shit lo...really hope tmr i can play well and enjoy about it...wish myself good luck for tmr show...god bless me...good nitezzz...

happy 21st birthday

while waiting for my hair to dry...i would like to say happy 21st birthday to he/she...whose 21st birthday which is on today...he/she is the most luckily person ever...cause got 5 handsome guys celebrate with him/her with a big cheese chocolate cake which is from secret recipe at autocity...
lastnite when i on my skype after finished practicing my song...wei lee told me tat someone birthday after 12am and ask me dun sleep first...i was so weird after heard tat...cause for my information i think tat no one is birthday on today...izzit i missed someone else?then i tried to ask further...but wei lee die die dun want to tell me...he said will know bout it later...sigh....
then me and hui ping was blur blur all the way...
finally after ren haw was bk then they said meet at riyas...after reach there...choon pau told me tat act they were too desperate on eating cake...so called hui ping help them to buy the cheese chocolate cake...i really got nothing to say...they all end up finish the cake by themselves...haha...quite funny when seeing them force to finish the cake...all like being drug by the cake...become so high...i think tat is the secret recipe in the cake...lolzzz

anyway...happy 21st birthday to he/she....dun know who is tat...but he/she is quite luckily...hahahaha...

now ad 3.09am...just came bk from yamcha with my coursemates at mcd...really gila lo...but not bad...happy also...justnow was so sleepy...but now...not sleepy at all...sigh...i realize tat i become lazy and lazy in this sem...because the time table is too free...and the most sad one is...i dun like even one subject in this sem...dun understand also...wat english common law...haiz...sad lo...am i chose a wrong course? always ask myself about this...but everytime i will answer myself...cincai la...ad chose lo...wat to do....just study nia lo...haha...wats a stupid answer...
missing home now lo...dun know all the problem settle ad or not...i think shuld be settle ad lo...
haha...will going bk this weekend...finally can eat mummy's cooking...so good...no nid to think wat to eat also...and where to go to have my dinner...i hate to make decision in this lo...haha..
today is my best fren's birthday...but we cant celebrate v her...hope she is fine in everything la...happy birthday to u happy birthday to u happy birthday to ying ying...happy birthday to you...haha...wish u all the best la...see u during sem break....have to sleep ad...tmr 830am class...good nite....

i am tired...

i am very tired now...ad busy for whole day...i went to class early in the morning...after class and my lunch i went to play badminton v my coursemate...played for 2 hours...although not so many ppl but also not bad lo...cause i really long time didnt play ad...but...everyone seems like very lazy to play and tired...maybe was the weather problem...haha...blame weather pulak....after played the badminton then i am started busying my activity...busy for the expo and meeting....really tired...some more i am coughing for few days ad...sigh...

i am now in second year first sem...this sem quite free lo...all classes just in the morning...then will free for the whole noon...not bad...the sad thing is....i got an english class on friday noon...cant go bk early ad...haiz...sad nia...
i am really glad tat i got a lovely roomate...haha...at first i still worry dun know can stay v her or not...after few days v her...really not bad...but i really feel sorry to her...cause this few days i always not in room...busy for my expo...cant accompany her...cant chat v her...she must very boring in room...really sorry about tat...hope she is well when i am not in room...
erm...in this sem...one of my fren is separate v us..she is forced to move to block one...hope she is ok in everything...hope she can communicate well v her new roomates...and my old roomate...hope she is fine in everything v her new roomates...

actually now i am really tired and sleepy lo...but i gatal...haha...since everyone update their own blog so i follow them also...haha...really sleepy...gonna to sleep ad...zzzzz

亲情

亲情这两个字相信大家都很熟悉了吧...可是有时候我真的好像完全不了解这两个字的意思...有时很熟悉可是有时就很陌生...有血缘关系的就可以谈得上亲情吗？还是没有血缘关系的也都可以谈得上呢？有谁可以解答我的疑问呢？是不是没有血缘关系的话对对方做什么不可原谅的东西都可以呢？就算是一对没有血缘关系的夫妇也可以吗？或许是吧...