无题

现在已经进入假期的第二个星期了...这几天在家就像个废材那样 ...吃睡看戏然后再吃睡看戏...最有意义的就是跟朋友聚在一起喝茶了...已经很久没跟他们聚在一起了...再一次的聚会真的很开心...我们无话不 谈...真的很喜欢这种感觉...怀念以前中学读书的时光...真的很开心...
最近真的很得空...所以都去了朋友的部落格游一游...才发现 原来我是多么的没心肝....一直都没留意他们的点点滴滴...原来有很多东西我都不知道...因为我都没去关心他们...没去看他们的部落格...真的 有点愧疚...兄弟姐妹们请原谅我的没心肝...以后就算我怎样忙都好都会抽时间来留意你们的部落格...或许你们跟本不在意吧...可是我真的觉得自己 很没心肝...
期待着下个星期的旅行...因为在家就快要发霉了...很想快点出去好好的玩一番...现在不玩的话将来就没有时间玩了...可是 本小姐最近很穷...我看我要厚着脸皮根我爸讨钱了...哈哈...向他撒娇一下应该就有了吧...不过...穷也有穷玩的...哈哈...不懂自己在讲 什么 ....闪人啦...zzzz....

Thanks All Of You

i am here to thx all of u
fui do,lean poh,sok han,calyn,wan gyn,shwu qin,randy,kok sun,yan xue,tuck sean,mei ling,hui ping,wei lee,choon pau,ren haw,kc,yu ren,theng hong(which is the zhu jiao too)
thx all of u gave me a wonderful birthday party...although there no surprise there...maybe i am too clever...hehe...i really appreciate what u all done for me...i felt very warm lastntie...especially to all the organizer which i not really know who are them...thx u all...i will not forget the nite tat u all gave me...especially the moment i had been pushed into the cake...@.@...anyway...thx the present too...i love it...good luck to u guys in final...gambateh and take care during study week...

Happy day

now ad midnight 2.08am...yesterday was a happy day for me...happy and excited day for me...although nothing special...feeling happy cause went for swimming...really relax...although i dun know how to swim...learning now...hope will swim well in one day...like the feeling of swimming...just like a fish...swim here and there...hope i can become a "human dolphin" in one day...haha...actually the most happy thing is...my best friends...they finally on ad...happy for them...actually really out of my expectation...i totally cant feel any special relationship between them b4...but then suddenly pop out tat they ad in relationship...haha...but then really happy for them...and i saw them hug hug and hold each other hands...haha...quite sweet...finally i saw it...hehe...i am here now give them the best wishes...wish them happy everyday...and sweet sweet everyday...haha...

i am so sorry...please do forgive me...

lastnite wasn't a good day for me...i really felt so sorry to everyone who were attending the birthday party justnow...sorry to make everyone feeling uncomfortable justnow because of my noob face...and because of my bad suggestion then make u all cant study vb...really feeling guilty about tat...feeling so sorry especially to my roomate and wei lee...i dun know why i will scold u both...i dun know it consider scold or not...but then for me...its really seems like scolding u both...say sorry to u both v sincerely...i dun know since when my temper become so bad...i moody because i angry myself...yuren i am so sorry to u also...i shuldnt have tis noob face during ur birthday party...hope u all will forgive me...happy birthday to yuren...wish u all the best in this new ages...21 years old...can enter casino ad...lastly...i am so sorry to everyone...good nitezzz

压力

最近我才发现什么才算是真正的压力....这种压力让我无法呼吸...像快要窒息那样...
家里永远都是我心目中最好的避风港...真的很想回家好好的休息...人就是那么的反贱...当你有很长的假期留在家时你就会觉得很闷很想出去玩...可是当你失去那漫长的假期时你就很想呆在家哪里都不去...好好的休息...我就是那泛贱的人类...有时候真的很讨厌这边的一切...很不想面对这边的一切...可是...人总需要面对事实...总不能永远逃避...
感觉自己好像在说很多自己也不明白的东西...想白痴一样的在语无伦次...还是睡觉好了...睡醒后明天又是一条好汉了...希望我所面对的问题会一一解决...晚安...zzzz

cant sleep...

tmr 8am got class but i still awake now...maybe because of i too worry bout tmr show...i am the first time to perform playing drum lo...quite nervous...although i practice so many times ad...i still feeling nervous...stress...i scare tmr will playing wrong lo...arghhhh...cant imagine...tmr will be a busy day...after class i have to do many things....haiz...but i still cant sleep now...shit lo...really hope tmr i can play well and enjoy about it...wish myself good luck for tmr show...god bless me...good nitezzz...

happy 21st birthday

while waiting for my hair to dry...i would like to say happy 21st birthday to he/she...whose 21st birthday which is on today...he/she is the most luckily person ever...cause got 5 handsome guys celebrate with him/her with a big cheese chocolate cake which is from secret recipe at autocity...
lastnite when i on my skype after finished practicing my song...wei lee told me tat someone birthday after 12am and ask me dun sleep first...i was so weird after heard tat...cause for my information i think tat no one is birthday on today...izzit i missed someone else?then i tried to ask further...but wei lee die die dun want to tell me...he said will know bout it later...sigh....
then me and hui ping was blur blur all the way...
finally after ren haw was bk then they said meet at riyas...after reach there...choon pau told me tat act they were too desperate on eating cake...so called hui ping help them to buy the cheese chocolate cake...i really got nothing to say...they all end up finish the cake by themselves...haha...quite funny when seeing them force to finish the cake...all like being drug by the cake...become so high...i think tat is the secret recipe in the cake...lolzzz

anyway...happy 21st birthday to he/she....dun know who is tat...but he/she is quite luckily...hahahaha...

now ad 3.09am...just came bk from yamcha with my coursemates at mcd...really gila lo...but not bad...happy also...justnow was so sleepy...but now...not sleepy at all...sigh...i realize tat i become lazy and lazy in this sem...because the time table is too free...and the most sad one is...i dun like even one subject in this sem...dun understand also...wat english common law...haiz...sad lo...am i chose a wrong course? always ask myself about this...but everytime i will answer myself...cincai la...ad chose lo...wat to do....just study nia lo...haha...wats a stupid answer...
missing home now lo...dun know all the problem settle ad or not...i think shuld be settle ad lo...
haha...will going bk this weekend...finally can eat mummy's cooking...so good...no nid to think wat to eat also...and where to go to have my dinner...i hate to make decision in this lo...haha..
today is my best fren's birthday...but we cant celebrate v her...hope she is fine in everything la...happy birthday to u happy birthday to u happy birthday to ying ying...happy birthday to you...haha...wish u all the best la...see u during sem break....have to sleep ad...tmr 830am class...good nite....

i am tired...

i am very tired now...ad busy for whole day...i went to class early in the morning...after class and my lunch i went to play badminton v my coursemate...played for 2 hours...although not so many ppl but also not bad lo...cause i really long time didnt play ad...but...everyone seems like very lazy to play and tired...maybe was the weather problem...haha...blame weather pulak....after played the badminton then i am started busying my activity...busy for the expo and meeting....really tired...some more i am coughing for few days ad...sigh...

i am now in second year first sem...this sem quite free lo...all classes just in the morning...then will free for the whole noon...not bad...the sad thing is....i got an english class on friday noon...cant go bk early ad...haiz...sad nia...
i am really glad tat i got a lovely roomate...haha...at first i still worry dun know can stay v her or not...after few days v her...really not bad...but i really feel sorry to her...cause this few days i always not in room...busy for my expo...cant accompany her...cant chat v her...she must very boring in room...really sorry about tat...hope she is well when i am not in room...
erm...in this sem...one of my fren is separate v us..she is forced to move to block one...hope she is ok in everything...hope she can communicate well v her new roomates...and my old roomate...hope she is fine in everything v her new roomates...

actually now i am really tired and sleepy lo...but i gatal...haha...since everyone update their own blog so i follow them also...haha...really sleepy...gonna to sleep ad...zzzzz

亲情

亲情这两个字相信大家都很熟悉了吧...可是有时候我真的好像完全不了解这两个字的意思...有时很熟悉可是有时就很陌生...有血缘关系的就可以谈得上亲情吗？还是没有血缘关系的也都可以谈得上呢？有谁可以解答我的疑问呢？是不是没有血缘关系的话对对方做什么不可原谅的东西都可以呢？就算是一对没有血缘关系的夫妇也可以吗？或许是吧...

make a confession...

As cp said tat...previous 3 days were confession days...at the 1st day...i make a confession v cp and ofcourse he also make a confession v me too...wat were the content is a secret between two of us...haha...after tat day...dun know why...all started to make a confession to each other...just as yesterday...me and fui do make a confession v each other at afternoon...from tat time..i realize tat i am quite alike v her...just the only different is she is very hard-working and i am very lazy...she is my roomate for nextsem...hope tat i will influent by her...haha..seems like impossible hor....at tat moment we talked a lot...while at nite...me wei lee and cp make a confession v each other...but most of the time were both of them talked about their past...i am just the listener...haha...i am quite glad tat to be their listener...while listen to their past...some picture and circumstances were appear in my mind...something tat i dun even want to remember about...tat was a night mare for me...but...until now i still cant forget about tat incident...i really wish tat i will forget about it in one day...

i hope tat confession between cp and wei lee will make them become closer and closer...confession between friends is very important to remain their good relationship...its also same for a pair of couple and family...i am glad tat i got nothing bad in their mind...haha...but actually i prefer to know my bad thing (if exist)...so tat i can change it (if i manage to change it)...so hope tat they will discover my bad at nextsem...

感觉

今天真的很想把这几天发生的事给记下来…当然还有现在的感觉拉…
还记得有一天当我很无聊的在家看戏时…我的一位中学朋友突然从远方致电给我..老实说真的有点吓到…在电话上他给了我一个惊喜..他告诉我他要结婚了…当时的我第一句就说..”愚人节已经过了不要开玩笑拉…”过后他说是真的…那时的我真的很开心..他是我第一个朋友结婚哦…哈哈当然开心啦…
所以这两天就忙着参加他的婚礼…这两天都玩得很开心…真的不懂怎样形容这份快乐…他的所有兄弟都为了他而回来…很完整的十个兄弟…难得一见哦…哈哈…我想他们是比我还要十倍的开心吧…
开门池那天我们都玩到很夜…大家都在喝酒谈天…毕业后真的没试过这样一班朋友聚在一起了…很开心…然后第二天就更兴奋拉…第一次做兄弟哦…一大早就去阿dee的家集合…好笑的事大家都还没吃早餐…全部都打包去他家吃…我们还吃的很急…因为怕误了吉时…那种情景真的又好笑又温馨..吃了之后就等出发咯…等了很久…终于要出发了…极度兴奋…哈哈…我们一开始出发就horn到新娘家为止…搞到那个horn声都变沙声了..哈哈…去到新娘家那边很自然的我们几个就变成姐妹咯…哈哈…想不到那一班兄弟还真的很有义气哦…很不错…经过几轮的考验…阿聪终于接到新娘了…在他跟老婆再度求婚的那一刻…真的有点感动…他真的长大了…当场的感觉真的难以形容…拜完神敬完茶后…就带新娘会家咯…回家的路程…我们兜了很多地方…感觉好像要告诉全美罗的人我们的好朋友结婚咯…那时候的情景真的有够壮观…
昨天晚上…我们出席了他的喜宴…再度的兴奋…当新郎跟新娘步入酒楼时…大家都发自内心的鼓掌欢迎他们…当阿聪走到我们那边时…我们都一起为他而欢呼…当时真的可以感觉到他笑得很开心…真的很开心…
喝完喜酒后…我们就到阿聪家再喝过…哈哈…这一part才是经典…当场发生了很多很有趣的事情…真的很好笑…大家也很开心…过了这次真的不懂要等到几时才能在次的聚在一起谈天说地了…应该很难吧…这两天我真的真的很开心…反而今天我突然觉得很空虚…有一种想哭的感觉…所有的人都要回去了…回去过各自的生活…快乐的时间真的特别快过的…极度快乐后就变成空虚…这两天的聚会都让我想起中学的点点滴滴…真的真的很想回去中学的生活…大家还没分开的生活…哈哈…有够开心的…
不过说真的…真的很为阿聪开心…今天开始他就进入人生的第二阶段了…我们都长大了…在这边…我真的衷心祝福他…希望他过的每一天都是快乐的…阿聪…新婚快乐咯…呵呵…我也祝福我的所有朋友都过的很好…祝福你们